Tuesday, December 23, 2008

As I Wait

I read my email. I perused through google reader then I decided to browse The Rebelution.

...God’s promise is true when He says that everything works together for good for those who love Him and are called by Him — even repeated failure.

Failure is never wasted if we learn to do the following: (1) turn to God and become more reliant on Him, (2) learn from our mistakes, and (3) get back up and try again.

...what she hadn’t done before was to give things up to God. “Funny how we forget that sometimes,” she wrote, “I guess I’ll just wait until my next math test, study harder, and first and formost, give it to God.”

Gracie’s failure was invaluable because through it she learned to depend on God. Doing hard things has made her faith stronger and birthed in her the mindset of an overcomer, and that’s more important than all the success in the world.


I had two tests in pre-calculus before break. The first grade was no different yet no worse then what I've been getting. The second, I haven't seen yet. My "failure" hasn't had drastic consequences or a massive emotional impact on my life. But it hasn't had to. When you study as hard as you know how, ask questions, make the effort to get extra help and still don't get a higher grade, discouragement sets in. Browsing The Rebelution and reading that post helped!

How could I forget this part of the post. I've only felt the exact same way!

This last Saturday I was standing in line to take my SAT World History Subject Test, when a guy behind me started saying, “Yeah, World History is so easy. I didn’t even study for it and I scored 780.”

I wanted to strangle him.

1 comment:

Laedelas Greenleaf said...

I know all too well what it feels like to fail...and try again, and again...and keep failing. This is why I'm not currently in grad school studying what I so dearly long to study. But "doing hard things" is pointless without a motivation--which should be to glorify God. If we work as hard as we know how in order to glorify God, what matters most is our effort to glorify him. It's so easy to say that God doesn't care about GPAs, but it is hard for us to care more for God than our GPAs. (I'm not saying that GPAs are meaningless, I'm just saying that God doesn't grade us as the world does--if he did, we would all fail.) Praise be to our gracious God for his omnipotence!

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